Thursday, December 23, 2010 @ 11:07 PM
Have got to get things done and be mildly fascinating with a kind of zest for life againHave got to start, for goodness sakes and don't stop because when you look back there is no point in going forward
Have got to be brave, happy and courageous because if I don't the time will never be right
And that what leads you on is your own heart and not fear because being scared, will not make you different, it makes you the same with everyone else.
And the bottomline is, we all want to be different.
Tuesday, November 2, 2010 @ 6:25 PM
If a single thought could be put into words.. How many words would there be? :)
Saturday, October 30, 2010 @ 1:44 PM
Hi. I am Daniel. I suffer from a common disease. I know what I want to say. But they are muddled up in entities which I simply call, feelings. If I try to express this entity, I get nothing but little bits of words which mean nothing when put together. So in order to express this entity, I'm going to need the help of the person who shares it with me. Obviously this clouds everyone from the meaning behind it, but..... isn't that the point? :)So dear Shanan,
Thank you for the blog post. But as you've seen, I've not been as efficient as you in conveying this entity. So I need you to think of how you met me, how we became friends, how much we hung out, what we all did when we hung out (to other readers, please restrain your thoughts and assumptions :D), how we are creepily alike, how we always like to shop, how we sit around and do nothing and still think it's fun (well... I do.. :D), how we always insult each other for fun, our 'Skype moments', how you always like to squash me, how we always feel like crap when we don't get to go anywhere together (Wednesday town trips), husband and wife, old-couple-holding-hands game, cooking times, and think of how my long blog post became a failure, how you can't wait to see the new one and how you're actually smiling at the thought of the memories. Good. That's about half of the things I want to tell you. :)
So this is my infinity-word blog post.
Now, Skype me! (:
Monday, October 25, 2010 @ 6:13 AM
You've never given up this easily before and this is not the time to start. I won't tell you to stop thinking about it, of course you damn well should, but what's more important is your priorities in life. You say you want everything and you want to live, but try thinking, for once. If it makes you happy, it can't be that bad right? Well, the devastating fact is that it is. IT IS.
It's not so much seeing the light. It's walking until you lose the road. Let it in, all of it, in its impermanence and frailty and the thought that everything in this world is not enough, because the one inadequate and insufficient, dear child, is you.
Saturday, July 31, 2010 @ 10:52 PM
If you are going to fall in love with me, it’s only fair that you know what you are falling in love with. You are falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. You are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession, my tendency to be too clingy. You fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes and dreams, and how I’m a hopeless romantic at heart. If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me. But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when I’m with you, the way I’ll text you in the mornings just telling you I hope you have a great day. You’re falling in love with the occasionally humorous and/or thought-provoking things I say, and the way I blush when people ask me about you. But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it is impossible.
can we say Oooooh!
Saturday, July 17, 2010 @ 9:37 PM
THIS IS GOING TO BE 500 Days of Summer!!! (a.k.a. my new favourite movie)
window shopping, cant find any bargains.
Friday, July 16, 2010 @ 11:15 PM
Sitting crossed-legged in a stuffy room, wearing my pink mock bcbg maxazria shirt again, gazing at my reflection in the shiny shiny Internet!
Ahh. What a way to pass time on a rare and unfilled Saturday! Well, I can think of other stuff to do like prance around in my many sweaters around shop
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g malls in KL staring into window displays that are super shiz but, what do I get, polyvore and lookbook instead. Whatevs. They are way cooler.
MUSTACHE SOCKS!
26 MYR ($8) - urbanoutfitters.com
James&Marilyn - Chanel
Wildfox Couture New Peace Jumper
345 MYR ($108) - wildfoxcouture.com
Mustachiod Domo! AWW look at him. He looks like moi in 20 years!
61 MYR ($19) - hottopic.com
GO HEART YOUR OWN TEE
85 MYR ($27) - delias.com
yes, yes, I looked most at the under $50 cause I didn't wanna think about the awesome stuff out there with exxy pricetags. Le sigh.