Saturday, July 31, 2010 @ 10:52 PM
If you are going to fall in love with me, it’s only fair that you know what you are falling in love with. You are falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. You are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession, my tendency to be too clingy. You fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes and dreams, and how I’m a hopeless romantic at heart. If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me. But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when I’m with you, the way I’ll text you in the mornings just telling you I hope you have a great day. You’re falling in love with the occasionally humorous and/or thought-provoking things I say, and the way I blush when people ask me about you. But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it is impossible.
can we say Oooooh!
Saturday, July 17, 2010 @ 9:37 PM
THIS IS GOING TO BE 500 Days of Summer!!! (a.k.a. my new favourite movie)
window shopping, cant find any bargains.
Friday, July 16, 2010 @ 11:15 PM
Sitting crossed-legged in a stuffy room, wearing my pink mock bcbg maxazria shirt again, gazing at my reflection in the shiny shiny Internet!
Ahh. What a way to pass time on a rare and unfilled Saturday! Well, I can think of other stuff to do like prance around in my many sweaters around shop
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g malls in KL staring into window displays that are super shiz but, what do I get, polyvore and lookbook instead. Whatevs. They are way cooler.
MUSTACHE SOCKS!
26 MYR ($8) - urbanoutfitters.com
James&Marilyn - Chanel
Wildfox Couture New Peace Jumper
345 MYR ($108) - wildfoxcouture.com
Mustachiod Domo! AWW look at him. He looks like moi in 20 years!
61 MYR ($19) - hottopic.com
GO HEART YOUR OWN TEE
85 MYR ($27) - delias.com
yes, yes, I looked most at the under $50 cause I didn't wanna think about the awesome stuff out there with exxy pricetags. Le sigh.
pffst. yes,
@ 2:17 AM
Today, I am obsessing about;
Which I do not have and costs about RM53 in Kinokuniya today. Which sucks to the max cause I remember it came out recently and did not cost that much! But I guess it's the American edition, you know, the one with "A Novel" under the the title (because U.S. editions always have that, I have no idea why, but I like it). Anyways, this particular edition was all gold and shinny...unlike the original UK edition, like so:
YES and ALAS, I went to find this copy of The Catcher In The Rye by J.D. Salinger. Last week, I saw it in MPH in Bangsar but I was feeling cheapskate and all that, so I didn't buy it. Well, at Kinokuniya, it was so much cheaper. WHEE. Look, I'm pretty sure, I have a copy at home already, but I've been looking everywhere to no freaking avail. So, I'll buy a new one. BUT BUT BUT the only copy in the whole store has been BOOKED (ironically) by a somebody.
SHEESH.
Then I went to ZARA ( and couldn't find a blazer in my size either). BUT no matter, I will find it this weekend! HA!
Oh, at least one good thing came out of this: I had curry meehoon for lunch. Loves.
OH AND THE GULF OIL SPILL STOPPED!!!
Well, there's one less thing to worry about :)
Added some music!
Wednesday, June 16, 2010 @ 1:28 AM
I definitely recommend watching the vids for the first three videos! You can click on the video tab in the music player itself! This time round, I didn't even put the playlist in autoplay! *pats back* ...I was awful tempted to, though...
Signing off,
Shan!
Signing off,
Shan!
Tuesday, June 15, 2010 @ 11:34 PM
100 Truths
Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage = Soyabean
2. Last phone call = Yun
3. Last text message = Kun Huat
4. Last song you listened to = That's What You Get - Paramore
5. Last time you cried = Don't remember
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice = Yeah, note to self: NEVER do that again.
7. Been cheated on = Yeah, it bloody hurt.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it = Nuh-uh
9. Lost someone special = Yes
10. Been depressed = Yes
11. Been drunk and threw up = Threw up, yes. Been drunk? No
FIRST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Pink
13. Red
14. Black
THIS YEAR (2010) HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend = Yes
16. Fallen out of love = Not yet
17. Laughed until you cried = Yes
18. Met someone who changed you = Yes
19. Found out who your true friends were = Yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you = Yes
21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = Nah
GENERAL:
22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = Almost everyone
24. Do you have any pets = Nope
25. Do you want to change your name = No
26. What did you do for your last birthday = Cake, family gathering
27. What time did you wake up today = 9-ish
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = Reading "An Abundance of Katherines" by John Green
30. Last time you saw your Mother = A minute ago31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = Nothing!
32. What are you listening to right now = "California gurls, we're unforgettable! Dai-sy dukes, Bi-ki-nis on TOP!"
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = I KNOW a Tom. Haha!
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = It's really too cold in this room, but I refuse to get up and turn up the thermostat! Grrr. Brrr.
35. Most visited webpage = FACEBOOK! And my tumblr
36. Where do you want to be right now? = Nowhere else. Unless I can escape reality to London and New York City.
37. Nicknames = Shan. Chillipowder. RAWR.
38. Relationship Status = Single
39. Zodiac sign = Taurus.
40. Male or female? = None. I'm a gummy bear.
41. Elementary? = SSS
42. Middle School = SSS
44. Hair color = Red. Like Hayley Williams. Oh wait... *checks* Nope. Brownish-black.
45. Long or short= Long
46. Height = I'm 10 feet tall...wait. make that HALF of ten feet.
47. Do you have a crush on someone? Yes. Have you seen the adonis that is Luke Pasqualino?
48. What do you like about yourself? = Everything!
49. Piercings = Ears.
51. Righty or lefty = Wait. This sounds wrongggg.
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery = Not yet.
53. First piercing = In Fm1. I was screaming my head off! Didn't realize when it was over.
54. First best friend = Does Bernard Keo count?
55. First kiss = My lips are sealed. x
58. First crush = Jr.4. Everyone knew who it was!
RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating = Just ate Yong Tau Foo an hour ago.
60. Drinking = ...in the universe.
61. I'm about to = ...club you over the head if you ask anymore questions.
62. Listening to = New York by Paloma Faith
63. Waiting for = Myself to be a billionaire. A cure for cancer. The oil leak in the Gulf of Mexico to stop. My future.
YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids? = Yes
65. Get Married? = Not with you!
66. Career? = "Do something you love, and you'll never work a day in your life."
WHICH IS BETTER?:
67. Lips or eyes = Both.
68. Hugs or kisses = Both. NOT at the same time.
69. Shorter or taller = Taller. Isn't everyone already taller than me anyways?
70. Older or Younger = Who cares, really?
71. Romantic or spontaneous = Spontaneously romantic.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = BOTH!
73. Sensitive or loud = Sensitive, duh.
74. Hook-up or relationship = REALationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = A little of both.
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger = Nah.
77. Drank hard liquor = just a few sips xD
78. Lost glasses/contacts = Nope.
79. Sex on first date = No
80. Broken someone's heart = Yes
81. Had your own heart broken = Yeah.
82. Been arrested = Never!
83. Turned someone down = Yes
84. Cried when someone died = Yes
85. Fallen for a friend = Many times
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = Too much.
87. Miracles = They exist
88. Love at first sight = I'm a cynical hopeless romantic.
89. Heaven = Sure, why not?
90. Santa Claus = Didn't. Don't.
91. Kiss on the first date = Maybe. We'll see.
92. Angels = Definitely
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Had more than one bf/gf? = Yes
94. Where were you born? = Singapore
95. Did you sing today? = In the shower.
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = Yes
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? = Ask me again when I'm older and wiser.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? = Ask me NEXT year.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love with somebody? = All the time.
100. Posting this as 100 truths = Guess so.
micellanous blog mini-update
@ 3:45 AM
I keep trying to quit Facebook. It's growing into an obsession.Sometimes, I think of quotes and random sayings and I think "Aha! That's something I can post as a status!" Talk about L.O.L..
Oh wait, today I came across this thing on tumblr. - it's the new Laugh Out Loud : LQTM (Laughing Quietly To Myself)! That's adorable.
Well, really. I think I've got lots to say, but I'm at a loss for words!
I haven't been doing anything interesting lately, except for going to the orthodontist to get my braces tightened. And, eating curry mee after. Hah!
My list of books to buy include: Perfume - Patrick Süskind
Breakfast at Tiffany's - Truman Capote
Love In The Time Of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
The Diamond As Big As The Ritz - F. Scott Fitzgerald
Note: Books to buy, not to read...yet.
Currently reading: F. Scott Fitzgerald's The Great Gatsby!