Monday, October 25, 2010 @ 6:13 AM
You've never given up this easily before and this is not the time to start. I won't tell you to stop thinking about it, of course you damn well should, but what's more important is your priorities in life. You say you want everything and you want to live, but try thinking, for once. If it makes you happy, it can't be that bad right? Well, the devastating fact is that it is. IT IS.
It's not so much seeing the light. It's walking until you lose the road. Let it in, all of it, in its impermanence and frailty and the thought that everything in this world is not enough, because the one inadequate and insufficient, dear child, is you.