different
Tuesday, November 10, 2009 @ 11:52 AM

Have you ever done anything crazy for love? Screamed "PANDA!" as loud as you can,BungeeJumped,ran,swear,stalked,spied,cried,wrotepoems,singkaraoke,watched a stupid movie, took a roller coaster, swam the seas, read a book, did your homework, bought new jeans, gotten drunk, gotten hungover, learned a new language, shouted, knitted, absailed, dived, learned, fell to pieces, gotten depressed, gotten fatter, shopped, ate icecream, gotten dumped, gotten a tattoo, argued, gotten a pet dog, gotten a new dress, ate worms, kissed your freedom goodbye, then did it all again....
That's good. Real good. Because it's not just love, it's crazy things and devotion, sheer devotion that make life meaningful sometimes. TAKE CHANCES.
Stop believing that if you' stay that way, utterly safe from things, that you're not against the beating of time and age. I mean, jump. You'd never know when you fall from the edge just sometimes you have to be someplace else to see what you can't see from the top. I'm not saying, oh, do it, fall in love! I'm saying, crazy things mean differently to people. You, sitting there with the laptop, cozy with a cup of tea, in that nice armchair of yours, you read the phrase "crazy things you would do for love" and you think. And you think. And you think. (shan's note; people like this usually take a long time to contemplate. They want to make a sensible choice) Finally you're done with thinking and you say, "AH! I know, crazy things? No biggie. I've done all that! I've called this chick about ten times a day!" --SEE! Exhibit A. Crazy things don't mean that to me. Another way it could turn out is like this..."AH! I know, crazy things? Pffft. I went hot-air-ballooning/sailing/on an airplane for my significant other!" That qualifies right? I guess so, if you think it does. BUT, sometimes, doing crazy things is not about plans, it's not about randomness either, but your guts. You say you'd travel to the moon and back and sometimes, you have to do jazz like that (equivalent in your own terms) you know, just cause. Cause life is short, eat, breathe, dream, jump in, fall in, run to, take your own adventure. Just because you have responsibilities doesn't mean you can't wake up one day and say, you're different and you want something new.
"Nobody is afraid of heights, they're afraid of the fall.
Nobody is afraid of the game, they're afraid of losing.
Nobody is afraid of saying I Love You, they're just afraid of the response."
-unknown
At this rate, I say we're all bloody afraid! But what's wrong with that?
Don't fear your future! It should be afraid of you.
Life's worth it, and so is love. You'd forget the words but you'd never forget the feeling. It doesn't mean you ever have to forget though because after those days, what changes doesn't alter the past one bit.

one last thing;
